neako:

‘Prefab Parasite’ by Lara Calder Architect

Is it possible to deactivate my tumblr account?

The hardest thing I ever had to face was loving someone so much that reality hit and realizing I’m not the best for her.. Trying to fight myself to quit being so selfish and let her go so she can be truly happy for a change.. 

what’s really fucked up is me wishing my girlfriend would talk to me with as much interest, enthusiasm, and desire as she did with all those other guys when we were broke up and the ones she does now that we’re back together..

For when your girlfriend don’t want to act like your girlfriend…

I often wonder how someone who complains about not having any money, going over budget, and who is so worried about saving for the future can still manage to keep spending and going out all the time..

FUCK YOU WHATSAPP!!.. Fucking hate that God damned thing along with the mother fucking iphone..

this isn’t worth getting upset over anymore.. ya know what? just do what you want, like normal, idgaf anymore.. i’ll just do what you do and we’ll see how long it takes for you to hate me and want to break up again..

fuck you and all your boyfriends too..
i’m not allowed to have conversations with female friends but it’s ok for you to text guy friends, then delete the texts so i can’t see them??.. yeah, fuck you..

no point in being here anymore..

Even though I’m making progress, I still feel like I’m falling behind..

for some reason, i feel like something isn’t right..
things just aren’t like they were before..

See, when you don’t want to tell me things when I ask, and I find out later on my own, it makes them that much worse and lowers my ability to trust..